What Might Be Written in My Obituary

We were all notified today via email whether or not we were given a part in The King and I. And I did not impress enough to be given a role. This is not a surprise. And, if I’m being honest, and I usually am, there is a tiny bit of disappointment.

But perhaps it is my optimism, my ability to find the silver lining that I am able to stand back and say, “Hey, it’s ok!! I’m still busy and very happy!” You see, since McKade started school, I went and stuck my finger in quite a few pies.

I’m on the PTA at Mack’s school, even co-chairing a committee, I’m teaching a Silver Sneakers class to older adults at my gym one day a week, and Rogan and I are now making weekly visits to a nearby assisted living facility. I went from doing nothing to almost doing too much. Plus, I have been bitten by the football bug, and I have plans to follow them this season!! And I’m happy. With the addition of even one more thing to my calendar, I might have been pushed over the edge. There will be other productions, perhaps not so musical in nature, and I will try again!

No one can ever accuse me of not stepping out of my comfort zone. I even joked around the other day, that might be what’s written in my obituary: Tanzie Nielsen died happily, having found the courage to step out of her comfort zone A LOT!!!

Some Random Thoughts & A Possible New Career For Me

It’s Sunday morning, and much like any other morning, I pulled myself out of bed, fumbled my way downstairs and went back to sleep on the couch while Rogan watched some early morning tv!! (I bet you thought I was going to tell you how I made the coffee, fed the dog, did some laundry and made a huge Sunday morning breakfast didn’t you?)

I’m extra sleepy this morning as I actually spent some time hanging out with friends last night. It got later and later and by about midnight, I realized I was already hung over!! Ya’ see, we hosted a little open house last night for friends who have started their own business and I chose to indulge in a few adult beverages before the guests even arrived, thus, I had a hangover before even going to sleep!!

So anyway, I made a decision this morning. I am going to audition for a (any) part in the local production of The King and I! Here’s the back story:

I befriended this adorable young guy (Hi Brock!) who works at the local grocery story…it all began over a canned good and the threat of botulism, but I digress. Anyway, over the months we’ve chatted, learned each other’s names and indeed formed a nice little connection. I look for his adorable dark hair and eyes ( he’s the tall, dark and handsome type!!) every time we’re there.

Recently, Brock asked me if I had ever been on stage…and for a minute, if I hadn’t already known that I was not his type gender, I would have jumped to the conclusion that he was hitting on me. But obviously, he wasn’t and we proceeded to have a conversation about his involvement with the local Elco Theater. We had previously chatted about his appearance in several productions. But he was encouraging me to audition!! I was flattered!

Needless to say this has been something fun to think about and consider. And after a couple of back and forth emails with Brock, I have decided to do it! I have no real expectations so I can take it all in stride if they don’t want me. Wait, who am I kidding? I’m hoping this will be my big break and that I will be discovered for the raw talent that I truly am. In fact it’s about time somebody noticed what a rockin’ chick I am! Oops, did I really type that?

The auditions are Tuesday night! I’ll try to break a leg! Or maybe just sprain an ankle!